One of the great things that comes from helping others work through their stuff is the learning experience for myself that always accompanies a session. In a recent session I saw a particular form of energy from a most interesting prospective. I want to share the experience with you.

As those who have read some of my articles know, I analyze energies within and around people and things and determine how to bring peaceful resolution to uncomfortable situations. I do this work ethereally and with my light body so I do not need to be physically present. I have a client who felt very uncomfortable in her home. I sensed her husband, son, and dog also needed to be involved in this process. I prepared the space in my usual manner, setting up the vortexes, which I determined would remain for several days as the work progressed. I will interject here that during the period of time the healing work is taking place, I may or may not speak with the client. I am always available if there are concerns but often the loving assistance of the angels and guides is so strong, the energy shifts are amazingly gentle or much of the work takes place at levels where the humans are not disturbed.

By the 5th day it was time for me to call her and let her know what had taken place from my prospective and to learn what she had experienced. As I was meditating that morning and “checking in” to see how things looked before calling her, I came across a male energy I had seen when I first began the work. When I had first seen him, he had Viking energy, very much the warrior. He was strong and powerful, quite the bully and very angry. By the 5th day, while he was agitated, his armor was gone and he was more like a big high school football player. He was very sad. We embraced, then he sat down, head drooping between his legs. I sat before him as tears flowed and held his hands as he spoke from his heart to mine.

He was part of the spirit of my client’s husband. Over the years the husband had been very abusive. He had stopped being abusive but how he had accomplished that is what was so revealing to me. This man so wanted not to be abusive, he did what so many do and cast that part of himself aside. Those energies continued a life of their own, outside the spirit of the man. The rage continued to live, not in the man’s body but in their home, causing all kinds of problems. When I first saw the Viking energy he realized what was about to take place there and was ready for bear! He had been cast out once and was not about to be cast out again without putting up quite a fight! I will tell you about some of how he fought later but I want to stay with the conversation first.

He went on to tell me that he had been so lonely. He understood why he had been cast aside and wanted so much to be part of the whole again, in a loving way. He was surrendering. At this point, I was not only working with the split off energy but the husband as well. This man had never experienced love growing up. He had a cruel, sad and fearful childhood which had carried into his adult years. Although he was rejected throughout his growing years, he has a huge heart and a deep desire for love, so much so he used his power to do everything he could to cast out the rage so he could have a chance at real love with his wife and child. The irony of this was, by casting out his rage, he rejected part of himself. And that part was so enraged at this continued rejection it took on a life of its own.

It was clear at this point how acceptance, forgiveness and love had mastered the situation. The man was ready to allow the once rejected part of himself back to the whole once again. And now with a large piece of himself back in place, he can continue his life with a greater understanding of himself, and a far greater ability to love and be loved.

We can’t cast out part of ourselves haphazardly and find peace. We learn to integrate, with love, what we wish to keep, and release, with love, to Source, that which needs to be transmuted for other purposes. Peace is only through loving all of who we are, even those shadows where our rage lives. Energy is an amazing thing. This example serves as a reminder of how careful we must be when healing ourselves and others.

Now, for the rest of the story. When the work began that Tuesday night, within an hour, my client began to feel a lot of pain. She was in tremendous fear. So I turned down the intensity of the energy at work and saw another thing occurring. The “Viking” was fighting to hold on and was attaching to her, stronger than ever. As I looked at that situation, the working energies not so much turned down their intensity but rather redirected their attention on the “Viking”, keeping him from her. Within a very short time, she rested comfortably the remaining evening.

Wednesday morning as I was approaching my car in the driveway, I fell forward, almost like I was pushed. I had clothes in my arms and they broke my fall. I reminded the angels to watch out for me and raised my caution levels. That afternoon as I was walking on a sidewalk, I was pushed forward once again, face down, this time with such a force I came out of my shoes. This did cause some injuries from which, after a month, I am still healing. I thought my protection was in place and couldn’t understand how this could happen. Then I re-ran the situation and saw the Viking. He was so fast, he zipped in and out so fast...we had let our guard down for a split second and it happened.

It was the following Saturday that the rest was revealed and it was so wonderful to hold that now loving energy, to hold his hands and witness his tears as he surrendered to love.

I think the most important thing we can do in this lifetime is to learn to love every inch of ourselves. Learn to cover ourselves in kisses as we would a kitten or a puppy, every day. And strive to heal, not cast away, that which is no longer for our highest good.

Thanks for letting me share this memorable event.

Much Love,
Debbie